cakap tak serupa bikin :'(

today aku meet A . cehh belom meet lagi . tapi pukol 12 nanti baru gerak . hmm , Mika ? okayy mika .. today maklong dye ade buat kawin2 . HAHA BUAT KAWIN2 . entah pape entah ayat aku nie . back to story , then smlm aku ckp kat dye '' doe , besok kite text jea tauuuu . aku takot ah sbb aku kua sorg :( '' then she said , '' haa okay2 text sampai kau jumpe A tau '' yeaaahh happy gile aku dye ckp cm tuu . but hari nie , aku ade masalah dgn rambut aku . hm , dye tak tolong pon . dye ckp nak teman pegi saloon lah bagai . okay fine , bukan aku tak faham yg sedare kau ramai kat umah . but smlm ckp lain . hari nie ? lain pulak . hmm :( mesti terpakse kan nak hanta aku dekat bus stop ? sorry ! hmm , tak pe lah wehh . nanti kau dah hanta aku kat bus stop , kau tayah lah text ngan aku tau . bubyee :')

too many problems =='

hm , crying with my bear . that's only i can do right now . i have  many problem that i have to solve it by my self . hm , it's okay . i can do it . Allah is always beside me and my parents always support me . but not this problem laa . this is my own problem . hm ofcourse you want to know what is my problem , am i right ? okay it's all about hang out . i thought this saturday wanna meet someone *A but nobody wanna 'teman' me . ohh so sad . damn it lah . how eh ? only Allah know how much i miss him ^^ muahh . here we go , the problem is , my mom says i cannot hang out every day . leii , mom .. then how can i meet him ? haiyaa . then on wednesday jeyha , eyda and all of them ask me to go study with them . alaaa , how ah ? it's okay laa maybe i'll ask my mom again and give the best reason . but if i hang out on saturday and tuesday how can i go out on wednesday ? i'm sure my mom will never give . hm , it's okay laa . i'll talk to my mom later laa . omg ! please i hate a lot of problem . it's make me stressful . cehh , bajet stress sangat je =.=' hm come on laa fatin . i knew it you can solve this problem :'(

YA ALLAH TABAHKAN LAH HATIKU :'(

aku dah tak tahan ! :'(




tak tahan dengan rambut ni . aku menyesal sangat sbb buat rambut mcm ni :'( aku nak tukar rambut . tapi aku selalu teringat abah kate dekat aku , '' atin nie setiap minggu beratus2 abah kene kua kan duit '' hmm ati mintak maaf abah . lepas nie atin kumpul sendiri tauu . kesian sangat dekat ayah aku ohh . entah laa sekolah dah mahal tambah pulak dengan bende2 yg aku buat sume nie . haihh fatin , fatin .. aku tak nak rambut nie ! burok ohh . hmm , tape laa . aku memang kene tuka rambut mcm dulu balik . but , aku tak nak gune duit abah . aku rase mcm aku nie menyusahkan abah jea ohh . sekarang , aku tak beli minyak untok rambut nie lagi . hmm , and aku engat nak beli mlm nie . aku kene gune duit yg aku nak hang nanti :'D tape lah tade duit time hang pon . janji aku tak gune duit abah :') hee ILOVEYOUABAH <3 

rambut , aku harap kan yg terbaik dari kau :'(

menyesal :'(

padan muke kau Fatin ! haa tu laa . gedik sgt nak curly sgt kan dah burok ! padan muke ! padan muke ! :'( benci gile sial ! haa nangis jea 1 hari nie . pasal rambut ! rambut dah burok ! haa nak straight balik . tapi jangan harap abah nak buat kan rambot lagi . yess , fatin memang bodoh ! belom basoh dah burok . let me see how kalau dah lepas basuh . memang lagi burok ah doe . org yg ckp lawa tu kan , seriously , dye memang saje je nak jage hati aku . ramai ckp tak sesuai and tak lawa . aku takot lepas basoh jadi KEMBANG ! Ya Allah , jangan laa rambut aku jadi bertambah burok :'( AMIN .. aku nak rambut jadi lawa then mcm nie pulak jadi nye . if rambut nie still burok mcm nie sampai holiday nanti . aku tak kan hang out . malu gile sial . rambut mcm org tak mandi bak kate daos :'( hine gile sial ah . mcm mane nie ? abah kate lepas one year baru boleh tuka rambot lain . hell no aku nak stay with rambot mcm gile nie . tape , aku cube kumpul duit then buat rambot straight . hmm , tapi tak mungkin dlm mase terdekat nie . :'(

i need someone :')

hmm , hari nie kakak tade . so aku tido sorg2 . memang laa best kan , but act engat nak suroh Mika teman . and dah deal dah pon . but dye pon tido jugak . so , sorg2 laa . hm , tatau dah nak buat ape ohh . boring gile dah nie . ape kate , pegi dapur , mkn nestum , minum ribenna , makan twisties and tidoo . hahaha boleh jugak tu . lagi pon esok dah nak buat rambot . esok ?? hari nie laa . sbb dah pukol 12 lebih . hee okay laa . i want to complete all my activies and sleep . hee bubye good night Malaysia :D

until when ?

IF I ADE BF , I AKAN JAGE DYE BAIK2 :D

aku nie dah berape lame dah SINGLE ohh . hmm , act , aku memang dah fall in love with someone <3 tapi agak hampe jugak laa sebab dye dah ade gf ;) yeaa , his gf is much better than me . hmm , aku selalu ade untuk dye . tapi dye pernah ade untuk aku ? i don't think so :') tapee , aku tak kesah .. i'm still be your teddy bear right ? i always remember something that you always remind me , '' you always be my teddy bear . and i tak kan buang you and replace with someone else . my teddy bear only youu '' hahah okay , ayat you tu buat i cair oh . kadang2 , i rase mcm i nie syok sendiri ohh . and i being like stupid now . dah mcm org gile . and always senyum sorg2 time you text i . okay , tu time you text i . but now , you dah text i rase mcm lifeless gile ohh . you know what , hari tu kan , my brother seen my phone . then tengok pic i dengan you yg first2 kite meet tu . HAHA then my abang said , '' it is your friend ? '' then i said laa , '' yelaa . handsome right ? '' then dye cakap '' mix blood with ? '' then i cakap '' malay and malay i think . why ? '' my abang said '' muke dye mcm mat salleh '' woahh . terkejut i ohh . haha my abang pelik ohh . dye tak penah puji membe2 laki i . but you , puji mcm gile . tapi tade laa gile sangat . dear A , i selalu tunggu you :( and you selalu cakap you nak lepas kan your gf sbb dye buat perangai . and i pulak selalu bagi you semangat untok teros with your gf . i just need something from you , don't forget me and i want you to happy always . that's all . you jangan fikir pasal i tau . i okay je . and now , i dah give up untok nak dekat you .i means  , you always bagi i harapan mcm gunung kinabalu . i penat you . i tunggu you , but you ? you happy2 with your gf . hm i'm sorry youu . i memang buat kesilapan besar ohh . i dah tersuke dekat you . i dah tak boleh halang this feeling . but i'll try . sorry again . i memang dah terlebih2 sangat nie . ape ape pon you yang terbaik i penah kenal :') just wanna let you know something , i tak text you , but bukan bermakne i dah lupe dekat you or bukan bermakne ape2 okay . i just nak lupe kan you . and nak you bahagia bile i tade dalam life you lagi . okay ? okay that's all for today. i'll miss you tinggi :') muahh .. sekarang , i dah tak tunggu you lagi . i nak cari someone else yang baik mcm you :'D 

should i change style of my hair ?

RAMBUT MACAM NI LAH YANG AKU NAK ! HAHA

haiyoo , pening kepale aku fikir pasal rambut nie . abah dah on untok bayar kan if aku nak buat rambot . masalah nye boleh ke jadi yg mcm mane aku nak ? cause takot jadi lain plak . takot jadi curly2 yg kecik2 tu .. tape lah  buat je laa kan , sbelum buat tnye dulu boleh jadi tak yg besar2 . if tak jadi , tayah buat . and if jadi , buat ah ape lagi ^^ hee btw aku tatau hari ape nak buat . hmm tape2 Mika saye tu boleh tolong saye . muahh . hahaha