until when ?

IF I ADE BF , I AKAN JAGE DYE BAIK2 :D

aku nie dah berape lame dah SINGLE ohh . hmm , act , aku memang dah fall in love with someone <3 tapi agak hampe jugak laa sebab dye dah ade gf ;) yeaa , his gf is much better than me . hmm , aku selalu ade untuk dye . tapi dye pernah ade untuk aku ? i don't think so :') tapee , aku tak kesah .. i'm still be your teddy bear right ? i always remember something that you always remind me , '' you always be my teddy bear . and i tak kan buang you and replace with someone else . my teddy bear only youu '' hahah okay , ayat you tu buat i cair oh . kadang2 , i rase mcm i nie syok sendiri ohh . and i being like stupid now . dah mcm org gile . and always senyum sorg2 time you text i . okay , tu time you text i . but now , you dah text i rase mcm lifeless gile ohh . you know what , hari tu kan , my brother seen my phone . then tengok pic i dengan you yg first2 kite meet tu . HAHA then my abang said , '' it is your friend ? '' then i said laa , '' yelaa . handsome right ? '' then dye cakap '' mix blood with ? '' then i cakap '' malay and malay i think . why ? '' my abang said '' muke dye mcm mat salleh '' woahh . terkejut i ohh . haha my abang pelik ohh . dye tak penah puji membe2 laki i . but you , puji mcm gile . tapi tade laa gile sangat . dear A , i selalu tunggu you :( and you selalu cakap you nak lepas kan your gf sbb dye buat perangai . and i pulak selalu bagi you semangat untok teros with your gf . i just need something from you , don't forget me and i want you to happy always . that's all . you jangan fikir pasal i tau . i okay je . and now , i dah give up untok nak dekat you .i means  , you always bagi i harapan mcm gunung kinabalu . i penat you . i tunggu you , but you ? you happy2 with your gf . hm i'm sorry youu . i memang buat kesilapan besar ohh . i dah tersuke dekat you . i dah tak boleh halang this feeling . but i'll try . sorry again . i memang dah terlebih2 sangat nie . ape ape pon you yang terbaik i penah kenal :') just wanna let you know something , i tak text you , but bukan bermakne i dah lupe dekat you or bukan bermakne ape2 okay . i just nak lupe kan you . and nak you bahagia bile i tade dalam life you lagi . okay ? okay that's all for today. i'll miss you tinggi :') muahh .. sekarang , i dah tak tunggu you lagi . i nak cari someone else yang baik mcm you :'D