i hope you feel the same :'(

I might not get to see you as often as I'd like , I may not get to hold you in my arms when i hang out with my friends , but deep in my heart I know that it's true . No matter what happens . I will always love you . I have waited for you for around one year and I will wait for you for the rest of my life . Even if that means I have to give you up for the rest of my life , I will wait for you . I love you that much and nothing will ever change that . I wish that I could hold you now . I wish that I could touch you now . I wish that I could talk to you . be with you somehow. Maybe he's doing the same thing as me... maybe he wants so bad to call me, but just won't because I haven't called him . then again , maybe I shouldn't fill myself with false hope that he might just be missing me like I'm missing him . You asked me what was wrong , I smiled and said nothing , when you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself . I think its time I let you go .. and that is hard to do because part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life . sometimes , late at night when all the world is sleeping , I stay up and think of you , and I wish on a star that somewhere you're thinking of me , too . when we together , the few hours I spent with you are worth the thousand hours I spend without you . I miss the talks we used to have , I miss the voice I used to hear , I miss hearing your crazy but cool stories , and above all these , I just miss you .. it's so hard to me to control my self to ever text-ing you again . hm i'll try . but i really miss you . now i start to love someone , but it's not the same that how much i love you andand i scared to accept him to be my bf cause you are still in my heart bie :'(