my pet sister :D

aww , dye kakak saya ! comel kan ? haha first meet dye time dgn Azim . act , dye membe Azim :) hee akak saya nie stylo milooo . first time jumpa memang tak tegur lah sbb kenal pun dari Azim tuu . btw kan kak , adek engat akak sombong ohh . rupa2 nye tak pun . hee sayang awak kakak comel :) engat tak time kite IM time mula2 i nak jadi adek angkat kakak tu ? hahah ayat tak boleh blaa en . '' i will love you '' hahah and from me '' you always in my heart '' HAHAHHAHA ayat mintak penyepak kan kak ? haha ape ape pun sayang kakak stylo nie <3 muah muah . take care tau kakak , jangan nakal2 , if ade problem kite share2 lah tau . ILOVEYOUKAKAK . muahhhhhhh !

baby boo :D

hee saye rindu dekat owner bear nie :') hee bear nie comel gila . i dapat bear nie time birthday last year . for the first time si M*N tu bagi bear dekat i and dye orang pertame yang bagi bear tu . haha and start from the first day i dapat bear tu , i tido dgn dye sampai skrg . hee kalau tade bear tu rase mcm tak complete je nak tido . haha tapi kalau tade owner bear tu pon tapee :D hee btw thank you weh for the cute teddy bear .. and now i tunggu bear dari someone special . nak ganti dgn teddy bear yg dye bagi tuu and nak lupe kan semua kisah2 yang happy time dgn dye <3 love ya ! hee sayang awak bear comel ..

I MISS YOU

youuu , engat tak time nie ? haha

i miss your hug :')

sometimes , i wanna cry .. but when i remember all the good memories that i had by your side , i feel better this remind me that you've changed my whole life :') can you feel your heartbeat racing ? can you taste the fear in his sweat ? you've done this wrong . it's to far gone .. these sheets tell of regret , i damit that i'm just a fool for you . hmm , if i love something . i'll let it go , if it comes back to me , it's mine . if it doesn't , it never was and it's not meant to be :'( IMISSYOU .. and i know someday you will come back to me . yeaa , i know that . 

Mika , i need you !

Mika , saya dah tak tahan dah nak tanggung apa yang saya rasa skrg nie . sakit hati gila ohh sekarang nie . bukan sakit hati dengan awak . tapi sakit hati dengan orang :'( hmm , macam mane nak hilang kan sakit hati nie doe ? kalau kita free petang nie or bila2 lah janji hari nie . kite lepak nak ? nak cerita banyak dekat kau :'( alright , kalau boleh kite lepak mcd tau . cz dekat rumah aku boring . hihi thank you babe . ILY :')

bear gila ♥

hee dye bear gila saye :) comel kan ? haha tadi kite org berlakon . well perlakon terbaik laa konon nye . HAHA :') you nak tau something ? bile i wall dgn you and i selalu tergelak2 mcm gila ohh . haha okay , you memang klakar . hee baik pulak tuu :D eh you jadi bear gila i tau♥ 

sakit :'(

hm , i'll never let my parents or my family know about this :) i'm okay . sureeeee , cume tadi pagi lepas mandi , sebelum gosok gigi aku kumur2 dulu then seluruh mulut aku berdarah . maybe bukan dari gigi or something from my mouth . but maybe dari tekak kott . hm but aku tak rase sakit langsong . tapi ade lah sakit sikit dekat tekak . hm ade ape ek ? everything gonna be okay right ? hm hope so . :'( to all those yg buat2 risau pasal aku or pape , better korg simpan je risau korg yg tak ikhlas tu :') thank you . maybe mlm nie kalau tade hal aku nak pegi andalus nak hilang kan tension . shisha puas2 . hm yeaaa :'(

muahhhh !

yeyy ! this kiss for you sucker . suke sakit kan hati org kan . ha ah , mmg i berok pon . pahal ? jealous ? hahah mati ah berok ke babi ke kesah pulak i . okay berok mmg hine pon kan . alright , mcm nie lah . KITE LOST CONTACT ! fuhhh , thanks yea for everything . delete my number . best bile time dgn you . i mean time kite still contact . okay bubye Mohamad Idzham . take care . :D

great ! semua dah macam gila :'(

huhh ! semua dah macam babi kan . fine ! aku tak kan cari kau lagi . just wait and see sape cari sape tau . semua nak tinggal kan aku en . okay then . tak kesah kott . tau2 , bila kau cari aku , aku dah couple with someone else . bia padan muke kau . bagi alasan yg suke buat aku sakit hati ! hishh , lain kali tak payah cari aku lagi dah . kau pun bukan perlu aku sgt kan . okay , like this lah . you make me hate you is enough to me to forget you forever :) grrrhh , okay dah rase mcm tension gile dgn kau yg tak reti nak text aku tu . hm , alright tak payah lah cari cari lagi tau . :'( i'll miss you kurus .. i'll miss your hug bear tulang :'(

shopping dengan mama :'D

hari nie nak pegi shopping dengan mama :) act i nak Mika follow sekali .. tapi dye macam tak nak je . so tak boleh nak pakse :( bia laaa . hm , hope hari nie mama belanje banyak baju untok i . HAHA sbb dah boring pakai baju same je ^^ maybe pergi shopping tu pukol , 12 or 12.30 kot . so if suddenly , mika ubah fikiran and nak ikot just give me a call tau . i'm waiting .. hmm , nape hari nie macam tak ade mood je nak pegi shopping . selalunye i lah org paling semangat . hee hm nie mesti ade pasal sape2 yg spoil my day kan kan ? okay yang penting bukan you tau . i mean you ! yelaaa you yang tgah bace nie :') hee , mikaaaa ! awak tak nak ikut saye pegi shopping ke ? hm , sampai hati PA saye tak nak ikut saye :'( saye nak pergi dah jap lagi .. jom laaa :(

sorry for everything :'( i can't be a liar ..

saye kejam eh ? sorry , i don't want to be a liar . and i'll never be a liar and maybe on sometimes . hm , idk what wrong with me . i tak nak luka kan hati you . that's why lah i bagitau you bende2 tu semua . and i want you to know something about me , i lil bit hard to falling in love with someone . so if 'someone' can be my bf means he is the best for me . yeaa , i like to making friends but not bf . sorry .. maybe i'm not perfect for you and i konw you can find another better girl than me . yeaa i know you can . can we be a friend ? it's hard to you right ? hm , i'm stupid cause i make you falling love with me . sorry , i tell the true to you :'( please don't be sad . i'm always here when you need me okay ? sorry again . i hope you don't mind and understand my situation . i'm gonna miss your voice . hee

Asyraf :')

yoo imy gila :D . yey ! tadi you call i mcm gila teros je marah i sbb i tak text you . hishh mane lah i tau sbb you kan dekat asrama . haha asrama penjare . that what you said to me when we meet on that day :p yeahh best bergayot dgn you . i bila you dtg sini lagi , maybe i dgn eyda will pick up you at mane2 lah yg dekat . and we will meet there . haha then dinner lagi . yeyyy ! i miss you , even you only my friend :)

Mohamad Idzham ♥

my jb 

yeahh , nie dye budak terlalu jujur . HAHAH dye baik and cute ♥ hee nak tengok ape yang kite org indox ? pegi mampos ! HAHA our secret kan babe ? heee yeaa , if tade halangan this saturday kite jumpe tau gila :D here we go ! nie dye budak comel saye ♥

:'(

jangan nak banyak ambik berat lah .. hm selalu aku sakit kau penah nak ambik berat pasal aku ? tak kan ? okay fine lah . now i feel mcm semua orang dah tak reti nak hargai i dah and termasok lah you :') tape , you tayah lah nak risau . i pandai lah jage diri i . sebelum nie you tade i jugak yg jage diri i .. hmm everthing gonna be okay tau . trust me , no need to worry about me again . i'm broken heart with you . because i know you are not like the first time we meet and the first time i text you when i was at Dataran Merdeka :'( yeaa imy .. i miss the all thing that we have done together . i know you don't need me as well . i sad to heard that . hmm , imy ! i know we still contact . but we are not like dulu dulu . i want the old of you .

jealous tanda sayang :')

hey you bitch ! how dare you take him from me ? fuck off ! i don't mind if you said you two are friends only . but you are too much sucker ! huh . nak gedik pon not that too much lah . =.=' it's okay . you can take it and make you BABI BOO or whatever you want . okay i let him go :') boii motherfucker =.='

dinner dengan Acap , Jeyha , Eyda and Kakak Eyda :') ♥

hari nie memang aku tak kan lupe kan :) dah balik hang , then online upload pictures .. lame sikt eyda call ckp acap nak jumpe dekat rumah . pastu dlm kol 9.30 dorang sampai depan bus stop :D happy gila gelak2 mcm bodoh . then dorang ajak pegi mkn . aku pon suroh dorg dtg kedai mak aku . then lepak sampai kol 12 . ahhahahahaha happening gila lah kan ? hahah then shafiq pulak call ! haihh spoil betol then si acap jealous . damn it ! dah nak pujok si acap tu susah gila :'( hishh tapi selamat lah dye dah okay2 . time kat kedai tu dye nak pegi toilet then aku teman . hahah klaka sgt . then dye tolak kepale aku then ckp '' you curang kan ! '' terkujot i . hahaha jahat lah you . pastu dlm kete main cubit2 plak tu =.=' hishhh kejam nye youuu . btw tadi mmg the best . then balik kedai mkn , pegi naik langat round2 jap then balik . haha yang aku nie rase mcm tak nak balik oh . sedeh sikit ah sbb esok acap nak balik penjare (asrama) dah . hahaha okay mmg best lepak dgn you acap . then time balik rumah pujok you untok stop ckp i playgirl .hee then skrg dah okay dah . yey ! iloveyou gila :') jeyha , eyda and pika .. lain kali , if acap dtg sini lagi bawak dye jumpe aku tau . then kite pegi dinner same and bawak acap jalan2 . hee i'm gonna miss you , acap :'D hee and i'm gonna miss we having a dinner together with jeyha , eyda and pika . sayang korang . love ya ♥

I HATE YOU BEAR TULANG !

nie text i dengan bear tulang i ..

me : oii , besok busy ?

tulang : tak lah kan dh janji esok kite due kepit kepit , haha ..

me : haha . okay2 . i engatkan you lupe -.-' haha

tulang : haha , mane lah i boleh lupe you ..

me : hee okay2 esok jgn lambat tau bie :(

tulang : yea esok janji , bie awl nye . bby mau kuar kul bape nie ?

me : dlm 12.30 cm tu dah sampai kot . you dtg kol 1 boleh ?

tulang : oke , i sampai kl kul 1 oke ?

me : okay . esok dgn sape ?

tulang : tkthu lagi tpy dgr dgr ramai mau kuar esok ..

me : kwn you ramai ? erkk , membe i pon ramai -.-' hishh 

tulang : haha , dowg nk gi ktv prty ..

me : ohh , okay2 . so you lepak lah ngan dorg tau . nanti pape hal baru jumpe 

tulang : alaaaa , i nk lepak ngn you , hrmm tkpe lah i tk kuar lah mcm uhh ..

me : tak kua ? hm suke hati you lahh .

tulang : you lah tak nak lepak ngn i ..

me : bukan tak nak lepak dgn you lah . membe you ade membe i pon ade . ramai pulak tu . haha i tatau nak buat cm ne ni doe .

tulang : enth lah i pown tkthu lah ..

me : hm , tayah jumpe kott .

tulang : ohh oke lah law you dh ckp mcm tu ..

me : :) okay lah . bubye tc 

tulang : hrmm suke lah you esok dpt kepit ngan bf ?

me : ape pulak bf nye nie . i tade bf lah ! kalau tak caye sgt esok suroh lah sape2 tgok i ade kepit2 ngan sape2 tak .

then dye dah tak reply text i . i nangis and sampai i nak tarik nafas sakit gila :'( thanks fucked up ! kalau tak puas hati bagitau i , kalau jealous ape yang i buat bagitau i , kalau benci i bagitau i okay . easy right ? :'D hm esok hang ngan dorg semua . hope everything gonna be okay . 

to shafiq : if you really wanna hang around with me just let me know early okay . btw if we '' terserempak '' i need you to smile or do your cute face okay babi ? haha benci kau tulang :'p

about our relationship and what i feel :'(

Aku Memang Terlanjur Mencintaimu
Dan Tak Pernah Ku Sesali Itu
Seluruh Jiwa Telah Ku Serahkan
Menggenggam Janji Setiaku

Kumohon Jangan Jadikan Semua Ini
Alasan Kau Menyakitiku
Meskipun Cintamu Tak Hanya Untukku
Tapi Cobalah Sejenak Mengerti

Bila Rasaku Ini Rasamu
Sanggupkah Engkau Menahan Sakitnya
Terkhianati Cinta Yang Kau Jaga

Coba Bayangkan Kembali
Betapa Hancurnya Hati Ini Kasih
Semua Telah Terjadi

Aku Memang Terlanjur Mencintaimu

meet teddy bear tulang i :')

TULANG , HAHAHAHHA eh you jambu gila tadi . mcm jadi batu . hahaha warne pink ^^ haiyoo , susah sgt nak lepas kan you tadi . :'( ohh sedeh nyee .. btw tadi you memang sporting gila kan walaupon kwn i ade . hahah kwn laa sgt . yeaa kwn baru kenal . gentle gila dtg lepak dgn i time you belum dtg . nape dtg lambat ? kan dah tak puas nak lepak . haihh comel sgt you baring atas pangku i . hee comel sgt pon tak pegi jaoh jugak kan . HAHAH gilaa , i takot nak hang dgn you dah . takot your gf tu . mcm gila je sound org hari tu . BABI pon tak mcm tu . HAHAHAH bia lah kampung . hahah  jap2 kita buat ape dekat belakang kereta tu ? BHAHAHAHAHA ! mcm gila je doe . btw best lepak dgn you tulang . hahaha best dapat pelok tulang i nie . heee :P hope nanti dapat meet lagi . syg you tulang . muahh !

imissyou A

gemokk , how are you ? are you okay ? i'm worry about you cause today kite tak text langsong kan . sorry i bukan tak nak text but i tak ade kdit laa bie . sorry !  i nak bagitau nie . tangan i yg you suroh letak ubat tu dah okay sikit . hee and you no need to worry about me .. hope tommorow tade pape yang jadi and everything gonna be okay :') AMIN !

hangout with budak SSS and meet my owner ..

HAHA today hangout lil bit happy . act this is my first time hangout with seri suria student . HAHAH malu sikit ah . then lame2 aku pulak naik kepale . hahaha . i meet my owner ♥ . hee best jugak lah walaupun sekejap . thank you bie cause hantar i sampai i lrt hang tuah :) susah oh nak lepas kan you tadi :( sedehhhh ! haha ceh gedik gila i nie . eh , bila kite nak dating nie ? tadi you tanye i ayat tu en . HAHAH comel jea ohh =.=' . nape you bawak i jumpe kwn2 you tadi ? hee i malu gila ohh . hee pape pon bagus lah . sbb i bawak you jumpe membe i and you bawak i jumpe membe you . hee thank you sbb still pakai gelang yang i bagi tu walaupun time you jumpe gf you :'D btw , all my friends yang jumpe you tadi tu cakap you handsome and seem fimiliar to them . haiyooo , i dah risau gile . takot owner bear kene sailang :( hmmm . tapi you tak mcm tu kan ? hee tak tak ! i know you ..

bergantung tak bertali :(

kadang2 , sakit hati jugak lah . sbb asik tunggu org sedang kan , org tu ade gf . damn it ! kenape perlu mcm nie ? kalau aku dah tak tahan , maybe tak kan layan dorang dah . and maybe tu care terbaik . aku bukan nak ganggu hubungan korang (A and S) but korang tu , time aku lupe kat korang , korang selalu text aku and ayat aku . jgn ayat aku selagi korg ade gf . cz bila aku cair aku akan tunggu korang . it's mean a lot to A . korg happy2 dgn gf korg , aku nie ? still waiting . haihh hari nie rase mcm nak off phone . bia je dorg tu cari aku . aku nie tak penting and korg akan cari aku bila korg perlu . AKU BENCI ! faham lah perasaan org weh . aku tension doe mcm nie . kdg2 aku terfikir , dorg selalu ckp syg dekat aku , but syg dekat gf dorang sekali . pokk , nak mane satu ? jgn buat org jadi gila weh . korg buat aku syg korg then korg mcm gila . hm this what i get when i love someone :'(

hangout yang macam gila with *S

*cincin you comel :)

Fatin and Shafiq <3

ehh , whats up ? brrrrrr , okay hari best hang ngan dye . and maybe dye tak kan nak hang dgn aku lagi kott . sbb aku buat hal . hahah bodoh ohh . ajak aku mkn dekat foodcourt bb tuu . aku tak kesah , the problem is panas gila sial ! haihh sorry laa you . i tak tahan doe sbb tu i teros blaa . hm :( tadi time mula2 jumpa memang mcm bodoh kan ? sbb i buat2 tak kenal you . HAHAHAH klaka doe . you buat muke bengang comel you tu en ! elehhh benci muke comel you tuu . :D i rindu you . tapi i buat2 tak rindu . you rase mcm tu jugak ? i don't think soo . gilaaa , you buat ape dekat i time kite tgah jln and time i nak balik ? nak kene sepak ke ? HAHAH first , you nak pegang tgn i . then i tarik , i ckp '' dah lah weii '' then you ckp nape nie ? HAHAH sorry . tak selesa dah dgn you . sbb kite bukan mcm dulu lagi . yg tak boleh bla , time membe you kitai i ckp i tak nak dudok tempat panas . sial gila kan . mampos i laa nak dudok mane . act membe dye jealous tu tgok kite kan kan ? HAHAHAHAH bodoh ! hee pape pon i happy lepak ngan you . walaupon mcm ade touching and gadoh tadi . ily gila * not more than friend :)

can you be mine ? forever ? ♥ *A

omg ! i rase i fall in love with you doe . hee hari nie i keluar dengan you kan . and the first time i hang sorang2 . HAHA you pun tak percaye kan , haha ye leii , seriously for the first time i hang sorang2 just wanna meet you :') hee you tau tak , takot gile time nak kene jalan sorang2 cz tunggu you tuu lambat sgt . hee tapi tape . walaupon you lambat i tetap happy bile dgn you :D hee hari nie best sgt . hope dapat hang mcm nie lagi tau budak . imissyou , tu text yg i dapat dari you time i baru sampai rumah . HAHA btw thank you so much bie . cz you belanje i shisha , minum , rose 3 batang and hanta i sampai lrt ampang . haha sumpah you main gile oh . mcm tak percaye you hanta i sampai lrt ampang :') terharu gile ohh time tu . eh2 you , you know what ? time kite jalan kan , ramai sgt org pandang kite . nape ek ? kite pelik eh ? haha i rase selamat oh bile dgn you . and sumpah i ckp , you lain daripade laki lain . i akan ingat bende yg you ckp dekat i time tengah tunggu tren tuu tau . hee happy gile hari nie ohh . hee okay seriously i tak boleh lupe hari nie , and mesti i tido senyum ohh . HAHA i risau gile oh bile you jln belakang i and tade dekat sebelah i . bukan risau ape , risau you hilang . HAHAH klaka oh . sampai you pon perasan yg i asik tgok you bile you kat belakang i . hee imissyou capital A . hahah bende paling klaka dlm hidup i . hee nak tau tak ? haa i bagi you gelang tuu , then you nak pakai . i bia you pakai sendiri then nampak mcm susah je . then i tolong , tapi malu ohh nak cite . hahah tangan i menggigil ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA shit ! sampai i ckp dekat you yg tangan i mengigil . hahah entah laa time tu tgn tgh sejuk gile . hahah sumpah malu ohh . btw you jangan bukak gelang tu boleh ? kecuali bile you jumpe gf you :') okay ? thankss babe . tadi kite cite pasal gf you ken ? hee hope you sabar tau dgn dye . langsi2 dye pon , dye tetap gf you :') okay i happy hang ngan you tadi . happy sgt . and mlm nie rase mcm nak tido dgn rose you ni ohh . hee thanks tauu . muahh ♥

cakap tak serupa bikin :'(

today aku meet A . cehh belom meet lagi . tapi pukol 12 nanti baru gerak . hmm , Mika ? okayy mika .. today maklong dye ade buat kawin2 . HAHA BUAT KAWIN2 . entah pape entah ayat aku nie . back to story , then smlm aku ckp kat dye '' doe , besok kite text jea tauuuu . aku takot ah sbb aku kua sorg :( '' then she said , '' haa okay2 text sampai kau jumpe A tau '' yeaaahh happy gile aku dye ckp cm tuu . but hari nie , aku ade masalah dgn rambut aku . hm , dye tak tolong pon . dye ckp nak teman pegi saloon lah bagai . okay fine , bukan aku tak faham yg sedare kau ramai kat umah . but smlm ckp lain . hari nie ? lain pulak . hmm :( mesti terpakse kan nak hanta aku dekat bus stop ? sorry ! hmm , tak pe lah wehh . nanti kau dah hanta aku kat bus stop , kau tayah lah text ngan aku tau . bubyee :')

too many problems =='

hm , crying with my bear . that's only i can do right now . i have  many problem that i have to solve it by my self . hm , it's okay . i can do it . Allah is always beside me and my parents always support me . but not this problem laa . this is my own problem . hm ofcourse you want to know what is my problem , am i right ? okay it's all about hang out . i thought this saturday wanna meet someone *A but nobody wanna 'teman' me . ohh so sad . damn it lah . how eh ? only Allah know how much i miss him ^^ muahh . here we go , the problem is , my mom says i cannot hang out every day . leii , mom .. then how can i meet him ? haiyaa . then on wednesday jeyha , eyda and all of them ask me to go study with them . alaaa , how ah ? it's okay laa maybe i'll ask my mom again and give the best reason . but if i hang out on saturday and tuesday how can i go out on wednesday ? i'm sure my mom will never give . hm , it's okay laa . i'll talk to my mom later laa . omg ! please i hate a lot of problem . it's make me stressful . cehh , bajet stress sangat je =.=' hm come on laa fatin . i knew it you can solve this problem :'(

YA ALLAH TABAHKAN LAH HATIKU :'(

aku dah tak tahan ! :'(




tak tahan dengan rambut ni . aku menyesal sangat sbb buat rambut mcm ni :'( aku nak tukar rambut . tapi aku selalu teringat abah kate dekat aku , '' atin nie setiap minggu beratus2 abah kene kua kan duit '' hmm ati mintak maaf abah . lepas nie atin kumpul sendiri tauu . kesian sangat dekat ayah aku ohh . entah laa sekolah dah mahal tambah pulak dengan bende2 yg aku buat sume nie . haihh fatin , fatin .. aku tak nak rambut nie ! burok ohh . hmm , tape laa . aku memang kene tuka rambut mcm dulu balik . but , aku tak nak gune duit abah . aku rase mcm aku nie menyusahkan abah jea ohh . sekarang , aku tak beli minyak untok rambut nie lagi . hmm , and aku engat nak beli mlm nie . aku kene gune duit yg aku nak hang nanti :'D tape lah tade duit time hang pon . janji aku tak gune duit abah :') hee ILOVEYOUABAH <3 

rambut , aku harap kan yg terbaik dari kau :'(

menyesal :'(

padan muke kau Fatin ! haa tu laa . gedik sgt nak curly sgt kan dah burok ! padan muke ! padan muke ! :'( benci gile sial ! haa nangis jea 1 hari nie . pasal rambut ! rambut dah burok ! haa nak straight balik . tapi jangan harap abah nak buat kan rambot lagi . yess , fatin memang bodoh ! belom basoh dah burok . let me see how kalau dah lepas basuh . memang lagi burok ah doe . org yg ckp lawa tu kan , seriously , dye memang saje je nak jage hati aku . ramai ckp tak sesuai and tak lawa . aku takot lepas basoh jadi KEMBANG ! Ya Allah , jangan laa rambut aku jadi bertambah burok :'( AMIN .. aku nak rambut jadi lawa then mcm nie pulak jadi nye . if rambut nie still burok mcm nie sampai holiday nanti . aku tak kan hang out . malu gile sial . rambut mcm org tak mandi bak kate daos :'( hine gile sial ah . mcm mane nie ? abah kate lepas one year baru boleh tuka rambot lain . hell no aku nak stay with rambot mcm gile nie . tape , aku cube kumpul duit then buat rambot straight . hmm , tapi tak mungkin dlm mase terdekat nie . :'(

i need someone :')

hmm , hari nie kakak tade . so aku tido sorg2 . memang laa best kan , but act engat nak suroh Mika teman . and dah deal dah pon . but dye pon tido jugak . so , sorg2 laa . hm , tatau dah nak buat ape ohh . boring gile dah nie . ape kate , pegi dapur , mkn nestum , minum ribenna , makan twisties and tidoo . hahaha boleh jugak tu . lagi pon esok dah nak buat rambot . esok ?? hari nie laa . sbb dah pukol 12 lebih . hee okay laa . i want to complete all my activies and sleep . hee bubye good night Malaysia :D

until when ?

IF I ADE BF , I AKAN JAGE DYE BAIK2 :D

aku nie dah berape lame dah SINGLE ohh . hmm , act , aku memang dah fall in love with someone <3 tapi agak hampe jugak laa sebab dye dah ade gf ;) yeaa , his gf is much better than me . hmm , aku selalu ade untuk dye . tapi dye pernah ade untuk aku ? i don't think so :') tapee , aku tak kesah .. i'm still be your teddy bear right ? i always remember something that you always remind me , '' you always be my teddy bear . and i tak kan buang you and replace with someone else . my teddy bear only youu '' hahah okay , ayat you tu buat i cair oh . kadang2 , i rase mcm i nie syok sendiri ohh . and i being like stupid now . dah mcm org gile . and always senyum sorg2 time you text i . okay , tu time you text i . but now , you dah text i rase mcm lifeless gile ohh . you know what , hari tu kan , my brother seen my phone . then tengok pic i dengan you yg first2 kite meet tu . HAHA then my abang said , '' it is your friend ? '' then i said laa , '' yelaa . handsome right ? '' then dye cakap '' mix blood with ? '' then i cakap '' malay and malay i think . why ? '' my abang said '' muke dye mcm mat salleh '' woahh . terkejut i ohh . haha my abang pelik ohh . dye tak penah puji membe2 laki i . but you , puji mcm gile . tapi tade laa gile sangat . dear A , i selalu tunggu you :( and you selalu cakap you nak lepas kan your gf sbb dye buat perangai . and i pulak selalu bagi you semangat untok teros with your gf . i just need something from you , don't forget me and i want you to happy always . that's all . you jangan fikir pasal i tau . i okay je . and now , i dah give up untok nak dekat you .i means  , you always bagi i harapan mcm gunung kinabalu . i penat you . i tunggu you , but you ? you happy2 with your gf . hm i'm sorry youu . i memang buat kesilapan besar ohh . i dah tersuke dekat you . i dah tak boleh halang this feeling . but i'll try . sorry again . i memang dah terlebih2 sangat nie . ape ape pon you yang terbaik i penah kenal :') just wanna let you know something , i tak text you , but bukan bermakne i dah lupe dekat you or bukan bermakne ape2 okay . i just nak lupe kan you . and nak you bahagia bile i tade dalam life you lagi . okay ? okay that's all for today. i'll miss you tinggi :') muahh .. sekarang , i dah tak tunggu you lagi . i nak cari someone else yang baik mcm you :'D 

should i change style of my hair ?

RAMBUT MACAM NI LAH YANG AKU NAK ! HAHA

haiyoo , pening kepale aku fikir pasal rambut nie . abah dah on untok bayar kan if aku nak buat rambot . masalah nye boleh ke jadi yg mcm mane aku nak ? cause takot jadi lain plak . takot jadi curly2 yg kecik2 tu .. tape lah  buat je laa kan , sbelum buat tnye dulu boleh jadi tak yg besar2 . if tak jadi , tayah buat . and if jadi , buat ah ape lagi ^^ hee btw aku tatau hari ape nak buat . hmm tape2 Mika saye tu boleh tolong saye . muahh . hahaha