you berubah ! you tahu tak ?

hmm yeaa hari nie sedeh . but tatau nape . maybe because you Shafiq ! i'm very moody today . but i hide it . because i don't want my familyand my friends know . i'm sorry guy . because i'm lie to you all that i'm happy and oky . hm sorry ! but hari ntah laa . rase mcm ape jea . smlm i dapat tau yg 'dye' ade lagi 1 phone . hm kenape ade 2 phone ? tak penah ckp pon ? tapee i faham . act kan , series i ckp . i tak layak untok you . hari nie i tak kan text  you selagi you tak text i . i rase mcm i jea yg terhegeh2 kat you . i syg you ! tade org pon tau . maybe you pon tatau kan ? hm you syg i mcm i syg you tak ? i rase tak . sbb i nmpak time kite lepak same2 . you mcm biase jea ngn i . i pon tatau laa nape i syg sngt kat you . bile i ckp you PLAYBOY you mara . hm , tape laa i mmg tak perfect untok sape2 . act time mule2 kite meet , i mmg nk anggap you mmbe jea . but you panggil bie bby ngn i . hm tapee i suke you panggil cm tu . tpy , ntah laa . susah nk ckp . hati i tade org tahu melain kan Allah :'( sorry kawan2 , sedeh . aku cube tunai kan janji korang yg Mummy tak boleh sedeh . hee thank you babe . because korang selalu ade dgn aku if aku sedeh or happy. aku syg korang ! and aku sayang Shafiq . Shafiq , i tatau kenape , tapy i nk you tahu 1 nie . you dah berubah . you dah tak mcm dulu . maybe you just tipu or nk jage hati i yg you ckp you syg i . seriesly , i tak nmpak pon syg you dekat i tu . it's oky laa . maybe nie jln yg terbaik . kalau perlu kite lost contact jea :'( but it too hard for me . i can't lie to my self . ILOVEYOUSOMUCH ! hm thank you sbb you selalu reply my text late . hm tape laa , i betol2 give up dgn you Shafiq ! kite entah laa tatau relationship kite ape . then mcm nie plak . i dah syg kat you doe . tpy i tau you tak syg i kan kan ? haihh i rase nk jea tnye cm tu kat you . tpy nty i plak yg malu . hm tape laa . selagi i boleh tahan , i tahan jea laa tau . i hope kite mcm dulu . nape laa hari nie i asik sedeh jea . hmm , Mika , nape nangis tadi ? nangis sbb aku eh ? jgn laa aku mmg cm nie . aku kuat nangis . kau tak kuat nangis . so tayah join aku . nty kau pon bodoh cm aku . hee btw thank you Jeyha syg , because dah bnyak happy kan aku hari nie and bgy advice kat aku :) ILOVEYOU . thank you to Mika jgk , because nangis sbb aku and teman lepak ngn aku hari nie :) ILOVEYOU . thank you to Shafiq jgk , because dah buat i nangis , tipu i , and buat i syg dekat you . i tahu you tak syg dekat i . jujur jea laa ngn i :') ILOVEYOUBIE :'(